New Year, New Chance..

I know it may be a tad cliche, but honestly, why not take advantage of the "new beginning" we are all given?
Forget what happened, tonight, or yesterday, or last month or even last January for that matter. God forgives me, people forgive me, I need to forgive myself, and then start fresh...

Although the new year is a perfect excuse to think like this, why can't we think like this everyday? Why can't we see that everyday we are given a new chance, every second, everytime we screw up we can start over. That is an incredible thought.

Tonight was rough and in this new year I have alot of things I want to do, try, accomplish..

-Go to the gym, get BUFF!
-Learn to calm down, get ride of bad emotions
-Stay commited to my walk with God
-Less selfish
-Break some habits
-Avoid Temptaion
-Give myself up
-A Change in Character
- Begin to let God guide me instead of handling everythign myself..

All these are so tough, and I know alreayd thewre will be many times when I want to completley give up.... but I CAN'T, I SHOULD NOT!

I can't lose all hope... that is stupid, I have to be realistic, and if I am realistic I say I can do this... I mean I can do anything, right?

I want to paint...

Goodnight