SO I figured it out... I know what is making me *not tick*... I am not giving myself up, letting go of all my ambitions, desires, habits, dreams... etc, for God. I won't let him take the reigns, and I am not sure how to do that.. Once again my mind is in jumbles. And to top it all off, I just found out my girlfriend has been cheating on me... WITH AN UNDERWEAR MODEL OF ALL PEOPLE!... Way to go Miley, thanks for breaking my heart. That's besides the point.. I will get over her.
Back to God.... WAIT UP! HOLD ON! Did you hear that? THAT IS MY LIFE!!! (Going Back To God)... I constantly leave him in the background of my life, replacing him with what I want(selfish needs), which is not always good... ex: BAD STUFF!
I don't know If I can juut give stuff up, like dreams and whatnot.. I honestly think I may be that selfish that I cannot do it... And other things, like certain bad habits.. I have been trying to break them, but it's hard.
wow, if people who don't believe in God read this they could totally get the wrong impression...
Man oh man...
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