Winter Awakening

So I did as I said I would. I went to bed, but before, I read my bible...
I read Joshua..
"...I will never leave you nor forsake you...." When I read this I got a chill like a fan of fresh air flew into my room(all windows shut) and landed at the tip of my spine. I thought woah, does that just happen randomly? Then I thought how my last post must of really turned people off from christianity. For that I apoligize.

The truth is, it's a relationship(the way I see it), and in every relationship you have to take steps... you have to be there, you have to communicate, you have to believe and you have to love, and quite frankly I have been failing in all of those areas in my relationship with God, which makes me wonder... what have I been missing out on? God has so much he wants to give us, I know this.. without him I would be nowhere near the person I am today, I wouldn't have been to the places I've been, I wouldn't of had the oppurtunites and success that I had, and the list goes on. So just in these past couple of months, what has God wanted to give me that I wouldn't accept?

There is more than blessing that you get with a relationship with God, you get a new attitude, a positive outlook, warmth, love for others. And I also have been missing all those things.(See last post.)

I know what I NEED to do, so why don't I just do it?


Dear Reader, I apoligize for that large mess of words I call a blog.. Good ol' Self Discovery!