Dear God

Well Hello, it has been quite some time.
I have fallen, and grown, and fallen, and learned so many times.
At times I feel as if I am farther behind then I ever was. That is my fault in this month I have done some terrible things that I am absolutely horrified to even ponder. But as a friend told me, I've learned from these things.
Yesterday was the first time I felt the peace of God in so long.
It is funny really, I have all these plans this summer to go on a missions trip in LA and do great things for God, but as of now, I am just living the most stupid life...
God, God, God...
I have so many dreams. Seriously, as lame as it is. I really want to be a movie star. So I heard this thing: God wouldn't give you dreams that you couldn't aspire within time.
haha, I don't even know what to think.

I am a hypocrite, you know that?

Man oh man... God is constantly working on me, putting new people in my life, new oppurtunities, new temptations(and ways to run away from them). I pray that he won't stop no matter how rude and inconsiderate I am at times.